I was watching the korean serial "Da4 Chang2 Jin1" over the weekend. It somehow dawned upon me that I have really been going the wrong way in seeking that which I sub-consciously desire most.
For as long as 10 years I have been trying to put into words / action / achievement that which I truly desire. In doing so I have trialed many paths, reaped considerable rewards in some and winding up in deep shit in others. I ploughed through nemurous text on all topics, relevant or not, and could not find the answer.
And now I find the answer in a slow-paced korean drama. Life truly has its ways of unfolding itself...
For the last 10 years I expressed this desire as "To find the answer to my existence". This vague statement can be then termed as "spiritual gratification". Some find it in religion, some in sports, some in creation. I find it in discovery.
Nothing is more liberating than the truth. I shall dedicate my life to discovering the truth behind that which has governed our existence; that entity which is known as "Knowledge".