Today was supposed to be a fairly good day, no doubt the busy schedules and loads of work. Today business took one more significant step, a step nearer to closing a deal that almost ensures pretty decent revenue for the next couple of years. And so logically I am supposed to be happy... or am I?

(Anyways I just proved again that exteriors aren’t a fair judge of character. The people who speak the boldest words squirm at the sight of measly worms.)

Back to the topic - My second half of the day seem to be buoyed down by a concern over fulfilling an obligation, one that I am really not obliged to answer in any way, and that should I choose to meet up with its requirements, I will incur more loss that whoever would incur disappointment.

I didn’t seem to get past that stupid fact, and for the hours following noon, I pondered over the ridiculous question of “how”, instead of looking back at “what” and “why”. Thankfully, I bounced back to my logical self and regained the very vital focus (I really can’t lose focus, not in this critical phase of expansion).

Obligations are very much like a curse, a spell cast upon you by some psychic vampire. It drains you of your mental and emotional energy, in return for something materially grand but spiritually empty. Don’t’ be bound by it. Its not worth the effort.