As I type this post, I must say I am terribly disappointed with the way this has turned out, and even more so with the one person who made it so. If that one person is reading this, you have 2 options:

1) Get pissed, as most people do, and continue the way you are. That is, if you are truly comfortable with living a life backed only by those who came before you.

2) Wake up, and start by setting priorities in your own life. Stop saying yes to everything when in the end you cannot meet the delivery of a single promise you make. Start by building some credibility, MAKE YOUR WORDS COUNT!

Sigh, am I expecting too much from people who are inherently weak? I look back at my actions in the past week and I realize I am sinking into the same pattern which brought me nothing but pain and trouble in the past; taking pity on the weak and trying to help them become something they will never become.

Over a discussion with a friend today, we covered a bit on the topic of Dharma. What is dharma? It is your place, your role and your path to walk in society, or in whichever social realm you reside in. People who are unclear of what their dharma is sinks into an endless cycle of getting lost, whining about it, and getting lost again. This also explains why most people lead screwed up lives – they are never very sure of what they are supposed to do, thus they end up screwing their own lives, and putting the blame on others for not giving them a direction.

Maybe what my boss said was right, I should really not be mixing around with those who, on one look, will go nowhere in life. Maybe there is no in between, and trying to retain a friendship with someone who will obviously slow you down, and at the same time trying to move forward in life is only going to make things ten times tougher.

Either ways, I have decided I have no time for people who refuse to help themselves. I am not here to make people happy, or to make friends (although I will do so without infringing on my basic bandwidth). I am here to make money, and lots of it so I can quickly get my first task in life over and done with.

At the end of the day, it is the things we get done that counts. With this thought in mind, I shall say:

To people who sincerely want to make it, get on the boat, and enjoy a ride you will never forget.

To people who don’t want to make it, ignore us, you are better off with the fishes.

To people who are all-talk-no-action, get off the boat, you are a burden to the team. We will all be better off without having to carry extra baggage.