Boy have I been drinking way too much... Since last friday's 3 jugs, the past 10 days was a row of drinking and drinking, Mess Happy Hours (where you see the big boys get drunk and start spouting nonsense) to Devils Bar and similar(where everybody is having foreplay at the dance floor).
I find myself almost too tired to start any day afresh, not as if my constant exercise schedule helps at all. By mid-day I am dragging my feet, and even it opportunity knocks I am left to too little "mana" to engage the target.
Should just take a week off and fly to some oasis for a retreat... but of course, that would not be possible, not with the current work load, where even one DAY off is luxury to relish.