This is really stupid (I'm feeling like a dumb kid now). The one I like’s got nothing for me (I think). The ones I don’t like are all coming after me (This I am sure). It feels really weird to be hanging out with whose after you, while you’re thinking of the one that’s missing.

And once again, I resort of writing music. The problem is, there is no pain this time, so the music doesn’t seem to take shape. I can’t even pinpoint the exact emotion. I’m very sure relationships are not on my current agenda, and yet I can’t help but hope that somehow I will see her again.

One hour more to my next meeting. Let me try to organize my emotions.